Quisiera...

Quisiera poder amarme de valor, usar mi carácter de otra forma, no enojarme todos lo días, enojarme de vez en cuando, enojorme con alguien que no seas vos, enojarme con los de afuera, tener confianza en mí misma, no confiar en lo que me dicen los demás, no confiar en NADA de lo que me digan los demás, creer en mis percepciones, no creer en las de ellos, soñar sin ser interrupida, soñar con vos, soñar con vos todos los días, facilitarme a mí misma una salida segura, ver más allá de las cosas, ver más allá de tus ojos, sentirte más cerca mío, sentirme mío....

Tiro una moneda, espero el milagro.

Love is worth the fall

I can almost believe that you're real
And it's love in my heart that I feel
But there's something between us
That can't seem to get through it all

If I could only read your mind
I would know how to save you this time
With love, love is worth the fall
If I could only save the day
Here in your world I could stay
For love, love is worth the fall

Show me the way, let me see
Into your soul let me breathe
I will wait through the ages
And watch you sleep straight through the night
 
Sleep, darling sleep 
Dream, darling dream
Open those dreams to me
Yeah, only read your mind
I would know how to save you this time
With love, love is worth the fall
Yeah if I could only save the day
Here in your world I would stay
For love, love is worth the fall
Love, love is worth the fall

I see you right there and your smiling
Alone in your bed, that’s my love
It's better than listening
When nothing is said
I lay down beside you here
I do it for love
Love, love is worth the fall
Love, love is worth the fall
Love, love is worth the fall
Love, love is worth it all

[Con estas alas voy a romper aquellas barreras entrometidas que alguna vez me hicieron creer que las caídas que tenía no valían para que renaciera nuestra razón de vivir....]

Is there a possibility?...

"...There’s a possibility..... 
There’s a possibility..... 
All that I had was all I gon’ get
There’s a possibility.... 
There’s a possibility.... 
All I gon get is gone with your step

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You’re the only who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There’s a possibility
I wouldn’t know

Know that when you leave... 
Know that when you leave... 
By blood and by mean... 
You walk like a thieve
By blood and by mean... 
I fall when you leave

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You’re the only who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There’s a possibility
I wouldn’t know

Tell me when my sigh is over
You’re the reason why I’m close
Tell me if you hear me falling
There's a possibility
It wouldn’t show

By blood and by mean... 
I fall when you leave
By blood and by mean... 
I follow your lead..."

Y nada más importa.

"...So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know..."

Hetfield compuso esta canción, mientras hablaba por teléfono con su novia de ese momento, por la letra se ve que sufría el hecho de estar tan separado de ella por culpa de las giras que hacía Metallica por esos años.

Hoy, uso esta letra para plasmar en algún lado todo lo que pienso de esta mierda que nos envuelve, de los prejuicios que andan dando vueltas y nunca se van. Pero nada más importa. Sólo vos y yo y ESTO tan grande que tenemos.

Te amo Fer.

Felices 22 años.

Te amo.

Knock-knock. Who's there? Nobody.

"...Mama take this badge from me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark too dark to see
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door..."

Se pone feo, frío, oscuro. Pero nadie está del otro lado, sólo el cielo, que, al hacerme pasar por la puerta, me hace caer. Y ya estoy cayendo.